New summer goal: read the Chronicles of Narnia. Actually, I may have to reclassify that as a 2012 New Years Resolution or even just a bucket list bullet point. But I will read them all, eventually. I watched The Voyage of the Dawn Treader the other night and just loved it. What an awesome way to see God's truth displayed. The element of spiritual warfare and temptation was so interesting. The major conflict wasn't through blood, swordfights, and physical death but through human weakness and the lure of temptation. And temptation wasn't the same for everyone. The enemy used whatever was most destructive to each- scary thought. For Lucy it was her self-image, Edmund the lure of being powerful, and Caspian the desire to live in his father's footsteps. So where am I most vulnerable to attack from the enemy? That's one to pray on.
Anyway, so here is one my favorite scenes- when Eustace is "undragoned":
So I started scratching myself and my scales began coming off all over the place. And then I scratched a little deeper and, instead of just scales coming off here and there, my whole skin started peeling off beautifully, like it does after an illness, or as if I was a banana. In a minute or two I just stepped out of it. I could see it lying there beside me, looking rather nasty. It was a most lovely feeling. So I started to go down into the well for my bathe.
“But just as I was going to put my feet into the water I looked down and saw that they were all hard and rough and wrinkled and scaly just as they had been before. Oh, that's all right, said I, it only means I had another smaller suit on underneath the first one, and I'll have to get out of it too. So I scratched and tore again and this underskin peeled off beautifully and out I stepped and left it lying beside the other one and went down to the well for my bathe.
“Well, exactly the same thing happened again. And I thought to myself, oh dear, how ever many skins have I got to take off? For I was longing to bathe my leg. So I scratched away for the third time and got off a third skin, just like the two others, and stepped out of it. But as soon as I looked at myself in the water I knew it had been no good.
“Then the lion said - but I don't know if it spoke – ‘You will have to let me undress you.’ I was afraid of his claws, I can tell you, but I was pretty nearly desperate now. So I just lay flat down on my back to let him do it.
“The very first tear he made was so deep that I thought it had gone right into my heart. And when he began pulling the skin off, it hurt worse than anything I've ever felt. The only thing that made me able to bear it was just the pleasure of feeling the stuff peel off. You know - if you've ever picked the scab off a sore place. It hurts like billy-oh but it is such fun to see it coming away.”
“I know exactly what you mean,” said Edmund.
“Well, he peeled the beastly stuff right off - just as I thought I'd done it myself the other three times, only they hadn't hurt - and there it was lying on the grass: only ever so much thicker, and darker, and more knobbly-looking than the others had been. And there was I as smooth and soft as a peeled switch and smaller than I had been. Then he caught hold of me - I didn't like that much for I was very tender underneath now that I'd no skin on - and threw me into the water. It smarted like anything but only for a moment. After that it became perfectly delicious and as soon as I started swimming and splashing I found that all the pain had gone from my arm. And then I saw why. I'd turned into a boy again. You'd think me simply phoney if I told you how I felt about my own arms. I know they've no muscle and are pretty mouldy compared with Caspian's, but I was so glad to see them.
“After a bit the lion took me out and dressed me –“
“Dressed you. With his paws?”
“Well, I don't exactly remember that bit. But he did somehow or other: in new clothes - the same I've got on now, as a matter of fact. And then suddenly I was back here. Which is what makes me think it must have been a dream.”
“No. It wasn't a dream,” said Edmund.
“Why not?”
“Well, there are the clothes, for one thing. And you have been - well, un-dragoned, for another.”
“What do you think it was, then?” asked Eustace.
“I think you've seen Aslan,” said Edmund.
I love how, as hard as Eustace tried, he couldn't make the transformation on his own... he has to totally surrender. Flat on his back in fact. What a great reminder that surrender is daily choice too, not done once at salvation. Only Aslan could remove his dragon skin and make Eustace into a boy again. Just like only the Lord can strip away my pride and selfishness, bitterness and jealously so that I can live a life set apart for Him. There are some ugly things in my life. I can try and chisel away the bulk of them on my own but only with God's help can they be wiped clean... Oh and he'll redress me in his own righteousness? No doubt. What a sweet savior.
ps I would like to go here now please...
